for future reference (via sleepychick)
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1. When a boy who leaves goosebumps on every inch of your skin tries to play you his favorite song, don’t let him. He’ll get it stuck in your head and under your fingertips and when he leaves, you won’t be able to listen to it without feeling like you’re choking.
2. Don’t let him touch you all over no matter how much you want to feel him against you. Leave a few spots untouched so that when you’re sleeping alone again, at least your left wrist and an inch of your right hip won’t sting with the remaining burn of his mouth.
3. Don’t let him break your ribs.
4. Don’t watch the sunset with him. He’ll poison it. You won’t be able to look at the sky without swallowing a mouthful of him.
5. Don’t mistake wasps for butterflies. Sometimes when you feel your stomach flutter and your hands start to shake it’s pain, not love.
6. Just because he tells you he loves you doesn’t mean he’s going to stay.
7. It’s okay to delete his number after he kisses the pretty girl he met when he was drunk. It’s okay to leave when he hurts you. You don’t have to keep falling into him.
8. When he tells you that you’re beautiful, try to remember that you were beautiful before him too.
9. Just because he reads and smokes cigarettes and talks about the stars doesn’t mean he’s your soulmate.
10. After you kiss him, remember to wash your mouth out right away so he doesn’t burn into your tongue.
11. He’ll kiss you in the rain and take you to little coffee shops. He’ll brush your hair out of your eyes and kiss your nose. He’ll grab your waist and whisper in your ear but six months later you’ll find yourself drunk texting him that you miss him and he won’t respond.
12. Your heart is going to break a million times. It’s going to feel like the world is falling apart around you. Your lungs will stop working some nights. You find yourself grabbing at your bones trying to hold yourself together. You’re going to feel like you’re dying. It’s going to be okay. You’ll find someone else to kiss you goodnight.
S.Z. // Vodka thoughts #7 (via blossomfully)
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You’re not over it if it still makes you angry.
why teenagers think we’re invincible (via extrasad)
Fuck
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I was 15 years old, laying on my bedroom floor, shaking and trying to shove my heart back into my chest after you told me you didn’t love me anymore and I’m covered in scars and there are still nights when I find myself trying to hold my bones together with bleeding hands and breathing gets hard but fuck, if I can survive you and the way you tore me apart I can survive anything.
Me to you (via thealternateus)
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I wanted to be yours, I wanted to be the girl you went to when things were hard and you needed a shoulder to cry on. I wanted to be the one by your side each day, I wanted to hold your hand and never let go. When your world crumbled down I wanted to be the one to help you rebuild it, and rebuild it better than before. Didn’t you see? I wanted you, I wanted you so badly. I saw you and it killed me that I wasn’t yours, because I knew I was what you needed. I wanted to be with you, forever, with no one stopping us. I wanted you.
And I got you
As soon as you think “maybe I can get up early and just finish it tomorrow” you’ve already lost
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Maybe I’m an alcoholic, maybe I’m in love with you (via aueful)
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I need alcohol and you in my veins.
